Distracted

I've been very distracted lately. Everything seems to catch my attention at once, and I don't know where to look, so I just sit there, waiting for some of the distractions to fade away so that I can focus on one thing at a time. I know it's also partially my fault, because now I'm waist deep in work that I have to make up and people I have to apologize to, but I just don't know where to start. I don't want to blame it on things that aren't related, but I really feel like they take part in my distracted state. I feel like nothing matters anymore. Things that I used to care about are all slowly fading into the background of my seemingly worthless busy life. I feel like breaking down crying and choking on laughter at the same time. I have so much to deal with, and so little time, so little me left. People always expect so much from me, when I had nothing to give in the first place.

"In the darkest night, the faintest light is blinding."
- Crown The Empire