I'm Done Feeling Guilty

Everything has been scaring me lately. Like, I'm so paranoid about losing something that I finally have, it's crazy... I don't know what to do anymore, how to feel. It feels like I've been ruined. I will never be the person I was before, thanks to one person in particular and a series of horrible events. I'm just going to try to let myself forget, because there is no use sitting around wishing I had done things differently.