In Between

I feel like I've been floating through life, lately, living in my mind. I feel like I'm floating on that in between, like when you're not exactly asleep, not exactly awake. Like I'm barely existing, just there, lingering in the background of someone else's life. I have become a ghost, except I don't have any of the cool perks that a real ghost would have, like walking through walls, and I'm not really dead. I just feel like I am. I feel like I'm not seen, not heard, not alive. If I am, I'm barely living. Just another person, lingering here on this planet for a little longer, wondering when I'm going to die, if anyone will notice.